Your Xmas Eve In One Sentence?

Five guys and one very thick pair of lips.


xoxo night night!

Food.

I'm binging.

Yea,Maggie and Rice and Leftover Dinner at 1am....

COMFIRM FAT LAAA NOW!!!


Damn.Just when i was getting skinny.HOW SKINNY,u ask?

Well,i could pull off skinny jeans last week.

MUAHAHAHA.

I'm No Better

I just hate it when people turn to me to complain about their fucked up lives.I mean,i don't turn to them,what.

And unless they're damn bloody fucking blind right,they would realize i'm not doing so hot,either!

LISTEN PEOPLE,GO GET A BLOODY BLOG.

I have my shits pulling me down this coming Xmas already,i don't need every bit of crazy-s you bitches gonna rain on me,okay?

Bah.

OH and u know why i've got no updates?

Because i don't even go out anymore.Fuck you.

Haha.I said fuck,like finally.Anyone else notice that the foul words have been MIA for quite a while?The most i say is BLOODY.

Well,fuck you all,fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.May your fucking Xmas fucking not suck and i wish u a fucking fucker new year.

I've been such an angel and im getting nothing that i want.

I may want a lot of things but the one thing i'm really asking for is my ALLOWANCE.

Maybe i should start turning bitch to my mom,since angel doesnt really work.

I HATE HER LAH.

I don't need you.

Nor him.

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My sister is going to Sg with my aunt and co.And i'm not going :(

And i just got myself a hair cut.Bloody stylist cut too blardy short.When i say enough means enough lah..fucking hell!

I don't know what's scarier..my hair or a whole weekend without my sis to dilute my mom.

BAH.

Pathethicneessssss

The best way to determine how pathetic your life is is by comparing the ratio of HotlinkGift messages to messages from your friends.

HotlinkGift:12
Others:7

I hereby declare myself wholesomely pathetic.

My stupid Digi still barred.Unpaid bill $%^#$%^&#$%^&#$%^&....So please lah,don't misscall me and expect me to call you back!Bloody helllllllllll...

Sick.

I was sick.I still am kinda.For like,the past 3 days liaw.

I don't expect my parents to care.I mean,they think im joking or something.

But all i got from you was a very annoyed,

'You're just like H.Say wan come ady now don't wan come.'

Bah.

'You were so different..'

But guess what?

No one expects me to be more than just an average ugly face who's trying wayy too hard.

I used to be proud that i couldn't be bound by circumstances.But i gave in.

I have nothing to be proud of.

I feel like im drowning.
Suffocating,slow but surely.

Im trying so hard lah.
I don't know if i can hold on all the way next year.

....................

Bottomizer! :p

I dedicate this post to Paperbagboy(or paper-weight,boy) aka Tim.Thank you for all your inspiration.I dc-ed on msn,so i'll post your song here.

Bottomizer

Superstick
No im not being sarcastic
I don't mean
That you weight lighter than paper

You can play small dick to
All the other boys out here
But I know how long you are
how long you are, baby

Look at you
Such a pro when its time to Lube up
Baby you
Got all the bitches with their legs up

Fakin' like a small one
But I call 'em like I seen 'em
I know how long you are
how long you really are, baby

Bottomizer, bottom-bottomizer
You're a bottomizer
Oh, bottomizer, oh
You're a bottomizer, baby

You, you, you are
You, you, you are
bottomizer, bottomizer
bottomizer

Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just wanna feel you , ah, ah, AH
Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just just wanna feel you, ah, ah AH

You got me blowing
You're oh so filling
And i can prove it
You bottomizer

Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just wanna feel you , ah, ah, AH
Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just just wanna feel you, ah, ah AH


You say I'm crazy
Your cock is crazy
But you're nothing but a
Bottomizer

Uncle-tim
You got the hotness of an onion
i know that you
Consume em' condoms by the thousand

I guess you can't have one too many
To make it hard, it's oh so easy
That's part of who you are
That's just who you are, baby

A lollipop
My mistake, it's a fucker
To think that I
Would be a victim, not another

Swing it, play it, how you wanna?
But no way I'm ever gonna
Bend down for you
Never you, baby
Bottomizer, bottom-bottomizer
You're a bottomizer
Oh, bottomizer, oh
You're a bottomizer, baby

You, you, you are
You, you, you are
bottomizer, bottomizer
bottomizer

Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just wanna feel you , ah, ah, AH
Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just just wanna feel you, ah, ah AH

You got me blowing
You're oh so filling
And i can prove it
You bottomizer

Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just wanna feel you , ah, ah, AH
Boy turn to the front, uh, I
just just wanna feel you, ah, ah AH


You got me blowing
You're oh so filling
And i can prove it
You bottomizer

Maybe if
We both lived in a
Different world

It would be all gross
And you would fuck an actual girl
But you can't
'Cause we don't

Wahahaha.I am so talented la!!Sing it to the tune of Womanizer by Britney and picture Tim reenacting the music video!!

AND we haven't even met in person before.Wipe those dirty thoughts off your brain NOW!

Over Over Over Over Over It.

I love reading your blog.It never fails to touch me.It's always so deep,so emotional..and it's in chinese..something i can never hope to accomplish.

But i prefered you when you were unhappy and lonely and unattached.Bugger.

I used to cry when i read your blog.I still do,but for different reasons.I used to cry with you,and now i cry cause of you.Or something to that extent,whatever.Lol.

Sure sure,i smile at you,wish you the best and all...but i can't help but feel so $_*&$_#_ deep down inside.I don't want to feel this way,i want to feel genuinely happy for you and him.

It's almost gonna be two years soon.And i still feel cheated.I still feel like it's so unfair.I wish you would leave to Australia or whatever to pursue and study law,and go tell ur boyfriend on the 2nd day that you won't go because you have him here.

I want to see his reaction.What will he do?

I made stupid excuses to break with you so you would go.So maybe you might find someone else,someone better out there - but it's okay,at least i didn't stood in the way of your education.

BUT NO,three bloody months after breaking up with you,YOU'RE STILL AROUND.

WHATEVER MAN.I FEEL SO BLOODY CHEATED.

Maybe that's why i never really got over you?

I always thought if it wasnt for that,we'd still be happily attached,until i found out about all the deceit and lies from various sources lah.Then it all turned shitty,and i feel even more cheated.

BAH.BLoody first loves.

First cut memang the deepest lah wtf.

Never Be The Same Again

The same questions run around in my head,nothing i can do will stop them from running in circles,over and over again.

I might not be that afraid to get hurt now,but im not going to start something that isn't 100% from the very start.

You have obsessed over him for such a long time,and you loved him like crazy due to really stupid reasons lor.And you accept everything with that person.

The person clubs too,just like i do but u can't accept it that i club..why is that?

And why aren't you crazy over me too?

It's so sad and so far away.You've always said that im a good catch,and i never really believed you because i thought that if i was so good why wouldnt you want me.

And now you that you might want me,i believe you.Because maybe i'm a good catch..but what if that's all i am?

What if the only reason you ever want me is because i'm a good catch?

If not..why don't you go crazy over like like you did over him,accepted me the way i was like the way he still is?

And it might just be me thinking too much,and the only thing you can ever imagine doing with me is still sex.

I can tell you're moving away,slowly but surely.I make excuses up for you for myself,that you're busy with work and all that.But i don't know la....

Maybe i should just give it up.